I was so happy when I was given this earlier that I cried.
The last time I felt this alone I in agony in a back of a car with about £600 worth of drugs in my body. Meh
So im not going to shave again for a while. Not buying razors until some time in 6 months :)
One random thing….
Knowing I won’t see my grandad again is hurting me so much. I was happy when he got the all clear from cancer and thought that he would be at my wedding and absolutely loving it due to all the family being there.
Rydw fi yn caru ti.
I love you.
I have cried and been upset since my grandad died last week but one random thing has upset me for some reason. Bought him the hobbit not long ago because we watched all the LOTR films together in the cinema, He loved them. And what upset me is that its still in the wrapper and it hasn’t been watched. I was going to call in and see him over Christmas to watch it :(